11/15/2007

you know?

Chemistry Conference thingum at the Institute of Education today.
I here just to commemorate it, it was the best, and however geeky this sounds, I'm so fired up to actually get to grips with chem now. hahaha I mean, school chem isn't interesting (AT ALL), and it totally doesn't tell you what you can really do with it. I mean, it just doesn't hit you. Today I learnt just how much we've done, and just how much there is left to do. Instead of it just being chemistry, there's now just this whole new area that's been opened up, which is amazing, and absolutely crazy. I've never thought of a future that didn't have anything to do with proper human contact (i.e. contact with people in the line of work, bar colleagues) before, but who knows right, this might just have been what I've been looking for. And lectures don't have to be boring.

How horribly expressed was that?
Ahwell, I'm tired enough to justify being incoherent, and I hate getting on the tube.
But it was worth it. (:
(Let's pray I'm still saying that tomorrow when I realise how much work I've got to catch up on (Thursday's my fullest day in the week, lesson-wise) and am too tired to move since I've got a ton of things due in tomorrow I haven't finished yet)
(Actually, scratch that. It was worth it.)
(What's with the brackets?)

Oh, also.
Go ahead, keep complaining your life sucks. At the end of the day, the only thing that's gonna change it is yourself. What's the point, right?

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I'm at this place now where everything goes. Whether I stay home or not, do work or not, it's all good. It's wierd, my perspectives seem to have taken a 180 degrees flip since that horribly useless PSE lesson on Thursday, with no good reason. Which is very good, motivating and kind of satisfying, just to know that this change means you're already half way there. Kind of like the weather. Woke up this morning and my first thought was: it's winter.
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:D
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